Thinking intrusive thoughts doesn't mean that that's how you feel. Sometimes the brain works against itself. It will hunt for weird and horrifying thoughts to get a reaction.
Depression was my Shadow
I would have a nervous breakdown at least once a week. Depression became like an entity that had taken over my body and mind. My thoughts weren't mine anymore.
Living with PTSD
Months after my operation my anxiety continued to get worse. I developed severe depression and insomnia. I would sit alone on my sofa late at night having panic attacks. I felt so alone.
Suffering through Highschool with Anxiety and Depression
Hello, to my harmonious readers. This blog is about my mental health struggle. I was bullied by a primary school teacher and diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome. I was able to recover. Please see my previous post Recovering from Chronic Fatigue Syndrome . However, from that experience, I was left with severe anxiety and somewhat… Continue reading Suffering through Highschool with Anxiety and Depression